yaşadığım hayat sanki bir daire sürekli aynı yerde bitiyorum.

do you love me to the moon and back?

bugün iyi hissetmiyorum kendimi ve içimden hiçbir şey yapmak gelmiyor.

all i want is wine, more wine!

Charles Bukowski, Factotum “I've never been lonely. I've been in a room -- I've felt suicidal. I've been depressed. I've felt awful -- awful beyond all -- but I never felt that one other person could enter that room and cure what was bothering me...or that any number of people could enter that room. In other words, loneliness is something I've never been bothered with because I've always had this terrible itch for solitude. It's being at a party, or at a stadium full of people cheering for something, that I might feel loneliness. I'll quote Ibsen, "The strongest men are the most alone." I've never thought, "Well, some beautiful blonde will come in here and give me a fuck-job, rub my balls, and I'll feel good." No, that won't help. You know the typical crowd, "Wow, it's Friday night, what are you going to do? Just sit there?" Well, yeah. Because there's nothing out there. It's stupidity. Stupid people mingling with stupid people. Let them stupidify themselves. I've never been bothered with the need to rush out into the night. I hid in bars, because I didn't want to hide in factories. That's all. Sorry for all the millions, but I've never been lonely. I like myself. I'm the best form of entertainment I have. Let's drink more wine!”

ilk görüşte aşka inandım bu kasabayı görünce..

http://yazrehberi.mekanist.net/kas/?utm_source=Mekanistler&utm_campaign=12fdb1b0a7-2014-08-15-kas-3-gun&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_8db39b2152-12fdb1b0a7-43566581

yeni yaşım, yeni işim ve aslında mekan değişikliği ne kadar da iyi gelmiş bana (: artık şu bayram tatili ve ardından kaş tatili gelse on numara beş yıldız olacak her şey! ahh ne güzel şey yaşamak ^_^

"Benim hatam, benim başarısızlığım sahip olduğum tutkularımda değil, onları kontrol etme eksikliğimdedir." Jack Kerouac